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Love Me
I am living my life as though I could care less if I die tomorrow. Yet the thought of dying frightens me to tears. I guess it is selfishness that motivates me to not want to abandon my children while they are still young. To not want to leave my husband to be swept up by some other woman who will discover how lucky I was to have the love of such an amazing man. I do not know why I abuse myself. Habit? Vice? Emotional issues that I feed to avoid dealing with? Yet after a day of failure, I lie in bed and swear over and over that I will make a change...tomorrow. But what if tomorrow never comes? I am ashamed that I am my biggest embarassment. I focus on loving everyone around me yet I don't nurture myself with the same energy and passion. What if I live the rest of my life ashamed that I didn't love myself enough to nurture ME?
It is my life and I have but one. The time has come for me to love myself...flaws and all. I'm not waiting for tomorrow, I am starting today. |
Posted: 12:32, September 29, 2007 |
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Alive and Kickin
Thats right. Alive and kickin' Just seriously been neglecting my blog. My punishment was swinging by for a visit to find a bland generic skin. *ugh* All my hard graphics work gone to the trash without so much as a chance to say a few words and have a moment of mourning.
Thank You Chica, for the loaner skin until I can find the time to personalise things again.
Whats been happening with me since late February? hmm Work basically.
School year is over. Have a summer job working for a major high preformance car building company. Can't tell ya which one or I would have to kill ya and I just don't have that kind of free time. I test drive the vehicles that you may be purchasing in the future. As always I am lost in the land of soccer. Try-outs are complete, and this weekend is registration #1. Always a crazy time of the year.
Kids are busy as ever. Trying to keep up with their social calendars will be the death of me yet.
7 short days until we leave for our much awaited family vacation. Hard to believe it has been about 9 months since mom proposed this adventure. Even harder to believe all of us are actually going to make the trip. I am very excited. The idea of 2 weeks away is very appealing. The idea of a full week in a lake house with my parents and my sissy's family is very exciting. The idea of 48 hours trapped in the car as the only driver with my 2 kids...not so exciting! hehe The drive will be worth it though.
Get to see Memaw and a few of my relatives I haven't seen on happy terms in along time. Gonna have coffee with a g/f that is one of those friends that no matter how much time passes, it always seems comfortable and familiar.
So that about sums things up. Same day, different panties. |
Posted: 08:30, June 19, 2007 in Lipstick on Life |
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Booty Alert
Apollo Ono is going to be on this season of Dancing with the Stars!
I'm not a big DwtS fan, but I may just check it out to see this booty in a pair of tight dancin pants twirling around the stage :p
busy busy busy as usual. |
Posted: 10:05, February 22, 2007 in News Flash |
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For Sissy
because only she can truly appreciate the beauty of this.
* taken from the back of my Valentine from my Valentine * |
Posted: 09:54, February 15, 2007 |
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